This Ain't A Love Song

Someday I shall forget
That which I wont to love
And I did come to loathe
When it had come to pass

A mirage it was to me
A dream of myriad colours
And I did run a while
Before I had my fall

And thus did I awake
Aware of what some spake
T'was not the one of love
Music to my ears

And for years to come
I shall nurse thee heart
Sufferings to it known
Are but my very own

Dreams

It is just a dream now
That I shall fulfil somehow
Should you ask me, how?
To think, I do wring my brow

Time has for me stood still
Is what I used to think until
I had to foot, so large a bill
The price you pay, when time you kill

Aware I am now of late
Conscious now of my fate
Surrounded by so much to hate
I cannot any more wait

Strive I shall for my goal
For I have to play a role
A kind suited to me whole
My happiness shall then be whole